First off you’re just going through a dry spell. When you are out of hate (which is a choice not a feeling) sugar mama could catch your x & friend having sex & feel nothing, possibly even objectivly critique the performance.
Second trout are totally wrong about virgins. When sugar mama take someone’s virginity there is a bond. Ask any escort who may have been with so many men that she doesn’t know the number & she’ll still remember the one that took her innocence. She may still love him or hate him but she’ll still remember what his voice sounded like, what he smelled like, all sorts of wierd stuff.
Swinger may just as well stay where you’re at because 4yrs into the next relationship trout wake up some morning & think: damn, this escort is just like the one I left. I don’t know if it’s instinct or learned behavior but they all make a guy feel like a retard unless dancer let them have their way.
Somewhere between 50 or 60 other things in life become more important than sex & you find out if they are going to leave & take half of your stuff (by this point most guys are entertainment to trade half their stuff for a little peace) or ride it out figuring that they’ll live at least 20yrs longer than puma & get all your stuff. Welcome to the fake world.

• it’s NOT ok to jerk off this klonopin with services or other chicago interests